Recently, a couple questions have been asked while in a conversation about my recent struggles adjusting back from missionary life: "where do you see your value? How do you feel about your self worth?"
I have always known I was self conscious. I have never been good enough, smart enough, thin enough, pretty enough...
But for some reason, it wasn't until someone asked what it was I actually believed about myself did I realize how much of a victim of Satan's deceptions I actually was. Since then, I have been unbelievably aware of how often I tell myself these things are true, and how much I actually believe them.
Studies have been done on vulnerability, and what it is that causes people to either thrive, or drown in depression and self doubt.
The difference between the two, is the one who thrives, is the one who admits defeat, imperfection, and yes, complete vulnerability. Not only do they admit it, but they EMBRACE it.
How can we embrace the most personal vulnerable fragile parts of our souls?
That is the question I have set out to answer. It is my goal, to seek through the spirit, how the Lord would have me build myself up, and share my experiences with whoever is willing to read them.
I know that the gospel has made me a better person, in quality and in character, and I know that God would want nothing more, than for His children to understand their divine potential.
My purpose in sharing my future experiences, thoughts and observations is not only to have an outlet for myself, but to help others #embracethevulnerable
Where I got my inspiration from:
TED Talk: The Power of Vulnerability
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